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Lai Ar!!

Fight, Fight, Fight.. Erm..


Strawberries anyone?

To my dearest darling, I dedicate this song to you...



You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
[repeat]








Darling, I Lub You And I Lub You Forever.. Trust me, trust me like you've always trusted me, trust me that We'll find our way through all this my love...

Regards,
Your Hippo...

Hey my Random Rhino... HEHE!


Darling, this song is for us! Listen to the song and read the lyrics k!






[Verse 1]
We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

[Pre-chorus]
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

[Chorus]
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

[Verse 2]
Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

[Pre-chorus]
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

[Chorus x3]
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Love you loads!!!

Alamak, cannot upload anything sia on livejournal, guess its down as well...

Anyways, if darling, you can read this, juz know that I lub you and miss you loads!! Btw, today also very random sia, got free floater to use, my father wants to buy TV while your brother brought yours home, we're both home alone! WAHAHAHA!!

Oh ya hor, also darling scold me becoz of ytd *ahem* WAHAHA!! Sorry lor, we're both at fault lor or is it me? :( HEHEHE!!

Anyways, gd luck for your last few papers hor!! JIA YOU!!!!!!

Darling, its my theme song lah!! HEHE!! :P

The day your door is closed
The echoes fill your soul
They won’t say which way to go
Just trust your heart
To find what you’re here for
Open another door
But I’m not sure anymore
It’s just so hard

Voices in my head
Tell me they know best
Got me on the edge
They’re pushin’, pushin’, they’re pushin’
I know they’ve got a plan
But the ball’s in my hands
This time is man-to-man
I’m drivin’, fightin’, inside of

(A world that’s upside down)
It’s spinning faster
What do I do now
Without you?

I don’t know where to go
What’s the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I’m gonna scream
I can’t chose, so confused
What’s it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I’m gonna scream

I’m kicking down the walls
I gotta make them fall
Just break through them all
I’m punchin’, crashin’, I’m gonna
Fight to find myself
Me, and no one else
Which way, I can’t tell
I’m searchin’, searchin’, can’t find a

(Way that I should turn)
I should, turn right or left, it…
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It’s like nothing works
Without you

I don’t know where to go
What’s the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I’m gonna scream
I can’t chose, so confused
What’s it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I’m gonna scream

Yeah, the clock’s running down,
Hear the crowd getting loud
I’m consumed by the sound
Is it her?
Is it love?
Can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out!
Gotta work it out!
You can do it!
You can do it!

I don’t know where to go
What’s the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I’m gonna scream
I can’t chose, so confused
What’s it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I’m gonna scream

I don’t know where to go
What’s the right team
I want my own thing
I want my own thing
I can’t chose, so confused
What’s it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I’m gonna scream

Ohh
Ahhhhhhhh

Darling Meepok, here's a nice song for you! Motivational Booster!!
LAI AR!!!






Here's the lyrics:

Thats not the beginning of the end
Thats the return to yourself
The return to innocence.
Love - devotion
Feeling - emotion
.
Love - devotion
Feeling - emotion
.
Dont be afraid to be weak
Dont be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself dont hide
Just believe in destiny
.
Dont care what people say
Just follow your own way
Dont give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
.
Thats not the beginning of the end
Thats the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
Dont care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Dont give up, dont give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself dont hide
Just believe in destiny.

So darling, lai ar!! Let's stay positive and look for a brigher future k!!! :D

Darling, here are some updates to perk you up! Stay strong studying k! JIA YOU!! GO! GO! GO!!

Anyways, on Saturday, after gg Lavender, I went to see my RPDB team at Boat Quay for the 28th River Regatta Race!! Gosh, I miss them sia, talk to Steve, my coach for awhile, see my old mates and even my cousin lah!! Wahaha!



Anyways, here is my cousin lor! LAI AR!! FIT! FIT!! :P


I bought this for love to boost her morale in her exams!! Lai Ar!!


After that, we ate Pizza at Clementi, dang, I feel so guilty can? Alot of pizza sia!! 1 regular seafood and 1 personal pan chicken, woah woah woah! Muz go burn and we did it today!! WEE!!!

Darling...
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do (Alot of things I guess? Eh, no lor, abit only..)
But I continue learning (Revise mah)
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go (Before I go camp lah, then where else?)
That I just want you to know (Must know hor)

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be (I do not want to waste my money anyhow and to listen to your advices)
A reason to start over new (I want to wake up my idea)
and the reason is you (Becoz I love you mah! HEHE!)

I'm sorry that I hurt you (Sorry hor darling)
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through (Really Sorry darling..)
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

How can I let you down, haiz... I am truly deeply sorry...
See lah, how can I let this cute pretty and so much girl down sia.. Dang. hehe!
But really, sorry darling...





Seriously, I love you and I'm sorry.. Somemore you stress about exams, I should be the one motivating you sia, Jia You darling!! :D

Hey, Hey, Hey!!

Here are the pics of yesterday, 15th Nov 2008 at Clarke Quay with my darling...



HEHE! My 1st time tasting Mocktail "Ray of Sunshine"! I macam like virgin sia...
Darling ordered Hurricane Asylum sia, oohh! Suddenly so windy, hehe!


On our way to Anatolia lah...


Anyways, at Anatolia, I did a stupid random mistakes again, for the 2nd time and I'm damn worried about my head! Gosh, I gtg check it up soon! Btw, when this happen, the Anatolia restaurant suddenly power trip. When it came back on, everything was alrite, skali when darling wants to do re-anactment, its black out again, then she said "playing only lah" while I scream "re-anactment only sia", it came back on again! Woah!! Talk about randomly weird scene lah, muz be our powers with the environment again! :D

Smiles on the train!!! WEEHEE!! TEEHEE!!


Cheers Darling! :D



Going Home liao!! But before we go home, we were ard Esplanade area and that place is packed with M&Ms doing stupid things... There's even a place they do prank that lucky we never go through! *High Five Darling*!! WEE!!


This is so weird, coz this photo is randomly taken as darling wants to test her camera, skali its juz nice taken our thighs and something else... Look at the bottom right corner of the bus, see the words.. Aiyo.. HEHE! But I LIKE!! Erm.. Err..





Lastly, I Want To Say,

I LOVE HER VERY, VERY, VERY MUCH!!!

Michael Jackson - Will You Be There



Hold me
Like the River Jordan
And I will then say to thee
You are my friend

Carry me
Like you are my brother
Love me like a mother
Will you be there

Oh, love

Weary
Tell me, will you hold me
When wrong will you scold me
When lost will you find me

But they told me
A man should be faithfull
And walk when not able
And fight 'til the end
But I'm only human

Everyone's taking control of me
Seems that the world's
Got a role for me
I'm so confused
Will you show to me
You'll be there for me
And care enough to bear me

(Hold me)
Show me
(Lay your head lowly)
Show me
(Softly then boldly)
Yeah
(Carry me there)
I'm only human

(Lead me)
Hold me
(Love me and feed me)
Yeah, yeah
(Kiss me and free me)
Yeah, yeah
(I will feel blessed)
I'm only human

(Carry)
Carry
(Carry me boldly)
Carry
(Lift me up slowly)
Yeah
(Carry me there)
I'm only human

(Save me)
Lead me
(Heal me and bathe me)
Lift me up, lift me up
(Softly you'll say to me)
(I will be there)
I will be there

(Lift me)
Hold me, yeah
(Lift me up slowly)
(Carry me boldly)
Yeah
(Show me you care)
I will be there

(Hold me)
(Lay your head lowly)
I get lonely sometimes
(Softly, then boldly)
I get lonely, yeah, yeah
(Carry me there)
Carry me there

(Need me)
(Love me and feed me)
Lift me up, hold me up
(Kiss me and free me)
Lift me up sometime, up sometime
(I will feel blessed)
Yeah

Spoken:
In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care
Will you be there
In my trials
And my tribulations

Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise
Of another tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart

Darling, like my friend "Rizzo" said, be there for him like he has always be there for you!! I LOVE YOU AND I"M MISSING YOU ALWAYS...


Love,
Rizal

Alrite, now, I shall blog about something else... Began the new season of my rambling.. HEHE!

P.S: Do take note that the blog post here in this season is not touching too deep on sensitive issues, just general information that we can see each day, also following the laws so that it safe to read, for you and me! HAHAHA! :P

Episode 1: Purpose

Have you ever wonder how were you created? How each one of us are different, but yet, we are so connected, this link we have, this bond, its amazing...

Sometimes, I sit down and reflect my life and how it goes by, how I managed to survive so much tragedies and still moving on (*Ahem, I think my darling wrote down on her notes liao, hehe!), but I guess, different people encounter different challenges in their life, at some point of time, sooner or later...

I have always feel that we were created for a purpose and that we are...

Anyways, I've been thinking lately of how we human think, sometime, due to anger or sadness, we do loads of things that cause harm to others, sometimes, even to the extent of what should I say, like a mad man?

And I know how it feels like to be like them, the pain, the anger but ultimately, we have to control it. I know my darling has been explaining to me loads of time about it and I agree, dpdp!

But I really hope and pray everyone will at least show some love and care (*Ahem, Heal The World music playing in the background with people holding hands, swinging side to side)

This quest, this need to solve life mysteries and in the end, what does it matter when the human heart can only find meaning in the smallest of moments- Mohinder, Heroes Season 1

THE END

Sneak Peek!
Next Episode: Heroes & Villians

Hmm,

Today I booked out early, so I decided to make my way down to NUS to meet my darling...

"EILEEN IS HERE!!!!! TEE HEEE!!!"

I skip all the randomness first, but wait, let me get to the good part..

" WHY YOU SKIP????"

Apparently, due to her ignorance, I think I ate a "non-halal" meat liao, hmm, taste not bad, but its weird lei? Must be first time tasting it.. Wait, what the hell, I'm actually rating the food... Dang.. :P

"it's not i ignorant lo!!!!! IS YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH BIG BIG and want to eat leh!!! greedy hippo!!!!"

BUT, the brownie and Cobbler Apple was damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKE!! WE LIKE!! EVERYBODY LIKE!!! WAH, taste macam at Heaven sia, but I have not even entered Heaven, how I know rite?

"how nice is ur nice??? apparantly, someone got high after eating it!!!!" HIGH!!!

But, I tink S5 is better (FREAK YOU LA!!)

But, I LIKE!!!

Finish liao... :P

TEE HEE!!!!!!!

P.S rizal's lappie sux!!!!
WTH, ask me to drag my laptop here somemore...

P.P.S: I want to exercise liao, eating those food makes me fat liao.. Wait a min, wad kind of exercise sia? TEE HEE!! Kay SIAO ONLY LA!!!

P.P.P.S: rizal own me 1 shish mahal, i swensens and 7 PENDINGS in total!!!!! tee hee!!!

Lastly, but still,

I LOVE HER!! :D

"Kay Siao la!!! he love S5 more!!!"

Eh, how she know ah?? :P

" i know cos obvious ma, can see from your pervertic face!!!"

Walao wei, say me until like tat, but...

HEHE..

I LIKE!!!!!!!!

" i know you like... this convo like never ending sia!!"

Okay..

End now liao..
THE END...

Son: Mummy, I want toys can?
Mummy: Cannot!! You have not pass your exams, still want toys...
Son: But Daddy say I can buy, please lei mummy...
Mummy: No!!
Son: Okay lor, you owe me 1 pending! :P

HAHAH!

Story to be continued!

Deares Darling,

Eh, I share with you 1 song when I listen to when I emo-mama last time, haha! Its from Jewel and its called hands, read the lyrics, damn emo lah...

And remember that I'm abit paranoid about the world and stuff, well, don't worry, you have been a great support my dear, you love trancend everything and I love you for that!!

I LOVE YOU!!!



If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these

I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear

My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken

Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken

We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands

-THE END-

Darling, await my return hor, I be with you soon! I really deeply love you and you know me right?? HEHEH!!!!!! :P

Darling, Remember this song? HAHA!!

To you my love...



For you I'll fly
When I live alone
I dream of a horizon
with no words.
In the shadow and amongst lights
for my sight it's all black
if you are not with me . . . here.

You in your world
separated from mine by an abyss.
Hear
call me
I'll fly
to your distant world.\

For you I'll fly.
wait for me I'll arrive
my trip's end is you
for living it we two.
For you I'll fly
by skies and seas
up to your love.
Opening the eyes at last
with you I'll live

When you are far
I dream of an horizon
with no words.
And I know that you are always there, there
a moon made for me
always illuminated for me
because of me, because of me, because of me . . . *

For you I'll fly
wait for me I'll arrive
my trip's end is you
with you I'll live.

For you I'll fly
by skies and seas
up to your love.
Opening the eyes at last
with you I'll live.

For you I'll fly
by skies and seas
up to your love.
Opening the eyes at last
with you I'll live.

For you I'll fly . . .


Wait... Macam Air Pork lah! So that pigs can fly.. HEHE!!


Eh, let's look forward to Wong Li Hom Concert k! :D

To my daring, here is a very nice story for you I've got from my friends...
I dedicated to you, my love...



A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.


Darling, I just want you to know, no matter what, I love you!! I love you!! I love you!!

Aiyo, got green packet also pull the long face ah? HEHEHEHE!! :P


Only Merlion knows lah! :P


My Dear treat me!! Wee!! Thanks darling!!


Gosh, I love her loads and I do love bullying her like she always do to me!! :D

Its James Bond Quantum Of Solace Movie Official Song!!

Sweet!!!

Dear, this is my favourite song!! Enjoy!!

Ooh, Yeah
Oh yeah
Oh Life
Oh Life
I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in the park
When there's no one else around
Oh I get the shivers
I don't wanna see a ghost
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
Watch the evening news
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders
I keep a rabbits' tail
I'll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there
Bungee jumping, I don't care
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life
So after all's said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun
If you really want to
Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Oh life, oh life..

More AIDILFITRI graphics

HAHA!! I send this online card to my love before, the Doraemon damn cute can??

Anyways, while celebrating Hari Raya, I chance upon my old photos, revolving around Sentosa, Dragon Boat and so on...
Enjoy and carry on...

























And there're many more photos, just that I need to save space for more adventures lah, can? Especially with my love, darlie! HEHE! Erm.. Err...

Anyways, gtg my grandma house now.. Cya!

Cheers!
Rizal